Amanda da da da~♥..

RIP

2010-09-06T14:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday one of my turtles died.. The other one cried. It was really sad, I didn't know it was sick.. My maid didn't said anything either.
It was floating on the water. R.I.P my friend.
I'm gonna send the other one back to the pond soon.

Thank goodness!

2010-09-03T18:29:00.000+08:00

My S$70 was spared! Today the delivery came and the package was damaged but the items were safe.
Thank Goodness.

Estimated about $70 loss... :(

2010-09-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

During August i ordered two shoes from FM ladies and until now the parcel have not reached yet. I should have opt for meet up or registered postage instead of normal one!! Really angry.. I really love the 2 shoes so badly.. Next time must hunt for it!
Especially this one:

If anyone come across or know where to buy PLS DO TELL ME..
(i know...i'm a shopperholic)

Wonder why..

2010-08-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

Today when i saw you, you turn away from me when i look near you. What were you trying to show me? Dislike or like..

Tokyo Fashion SPREE (items arrived) :D!

2010-08-21T13:54:00.000+08:00

I'd received my clothes on friday and just opened today. I am sooooo happy although there's one shirt dress i can't fit on but the quality and the frabic was EXCELLENT! :) Definetely gonna buy again next time.
The clothes are real, there are some other sprees which uses imitation brands but tokyo fashion spree is one of the sprees you can trust! Especially if you want good quality chiffon material.

Okay, without further a do, i have some pictures to show you on the $95 i send on the 5 clothes.
Firstly the one that i couldn't fit (I gave it to my sister) << she fits oerfectly cos she has flat chest and small waist.
Labels :)

This dress is nice, the string is a mix of leather and plastic :D

I bought 1 flowery top and dress too. I think the dress is nicer :)

Lacey! :)

bottom layer

The dress :)

And lastly, a jacket shirt --> abit large but can use as a jacket :D
The quality was good.

and i cut off the labels so anyone wants them? It's FOC :D. Tell me if you want some!

That's all. I can't wait to them out :) But studies is still the 1st priority.

2010-08-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

Very nervous yet anxious for tomorrow's O level english oral..
I'm going to do what i can for tommorow even if the picture and conversation are hard. I'm gonna do my best!
Good luck to others too :).
JYJY FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!

Im sick.

2010-08-12T11:59:00.001+08:00

TOO MANY MEDICINE TO TAKE.. due to my cough
I'll be back in school tmr.
The cough has become lesser but it also converted to sore throat.
Still have a little difficulty breathing though..

The lord is my shepherd~ Psalm 23

2010-06-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

My most favourite bible quote, say this it would calm you down in times of anxiety:

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside quiet waters.

He restores my soul; He guides me in the paths of righteousness For His name's sake.

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You have anointed my head with oil; My cup overflows.

Surely goodness and loving kindness will follow me all the days of my life, And I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
~ Psalm 23

Bless you all :)
Nights!

2010-06-24T13:04:00.002+08:00

Hey you know what? I love you all :)

My hidden passion for singing ~

2010-06-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

Since when I was young, I love singing. I remembered when I was younger about 4 I used to sing in my dad's car and this brings the family closer. But look now in this condition... we're not close now.
Still.. I continue to sing my feelings and wrote a few songs and kept them but I eventually lost them. I remember I sing them to my friends in the past and they enjoyed it though it was embarassing..
Now, I keep this singing voice of my in the back of my mind.. Mostly, I would just open my singing to my close friends or to express my feelings.
Up to now those I mostly sing to is myself or my sister.

HIATUS...or not?

2010-06-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

Helloooo!~
I wont be posting alot but who know maybe when I feel like it.
Past few months full of stress and anxiety but there are few moments of enjoyment.
O lvls coming and feeling alot of pressure.
My birthday just past a few days ago AND IM 16! wohoo :D
Got my posb atm card done!
June holidays currently and rotting @ home. Hoping for surprises to happen..
Oh wel.. got alots of food for me to post but IM LAZYYYY..
K that's all for now.
Wont be posting for a long while........

Motivation workshop----> 3 days

2010-03-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

For these past 3 days i never felt so good! Im glad i met the trainers(Amin, Trina and Iunia). They were really great. I learnt how to improve myself as a person and it made me realised how important life is. It also gave me the strength to do better in my studies. Gonna be stress next wk but i tell myself that i can make it through tis challenge! It's gonna be a learning experience for me and i will continue to do better

For these pass 3 days i learnt how to think better and have a better self-esteem. If not 4 u mom, i would meet amazing frenz like Calvim, Debbie, Jared, Melissa, Eunice and many many others. I would not know how it feels to be in love, i wouldnt be breathing and talking.

I'm sure this motivation talk made not only me but others to change as well. Guys, be thankful 4 what u have! Seeya~

Things left to do....
Study for lit mock test
Study for bio test
Do situational writting
Continue on f&n coursework
Do off centre hwks!

SO MANY WHEN I WAS AWAY for the workshop... !!!!
Killer time tmr, i still have to go church and tuition at my relative's house! Sayonara free time T.T

ODAC camp, milo triathlon and TUITION =(

2010-03-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

Awhile ago i just came back from tuition; extemely tired! I was late for tution cos i overslept a little as i only got an hour of sleep from camp, its really zombiefying.

During the camp i had to take charge of a game station so i couldnt play with my juniors, its kinda depressing as i missed out all the fun and stuffs. However, it was them that motivated me to be enduring and to persevere until the end. There were the same bunch of ppl that are always the trouble-makers and end up destroying the fun and only think of themselves but i hope they will TASTE their own medicine in the future.
I couldnt sleep or the very most an hour of sleep, a hand full of girls were talking here and there and not trying to get some rest.
The good thing for the camp was:
- my sec1 and 2 juniors that are really funny and enjoyable to be with
- The efficiency of using the bathing area
- No violence
However there were more bad than good

At the triathlon, I met a few nice ppl, actually they are very friendly. There were 2 girls that i met, 1 was 22 and her name was Stephie and the other 19, Nardia. They were very matured in their thinking and were ready to help out despite the fact when they are tired. They also help to discipline those ppl who didnt cooperate with them---- i wish i could just speak my frustrations out too but i just its hard with those ppl.There was also a guy i forgot the name, he just had to look out for injuries and didnt smile often, he should smile! He totally looked better with it. In addition I had to stand for hours, more tiring than the flag day, but i felt happy that the runners as they had their thrist quenched.
Azriq, Munir and I and maybe some others gave out a few water in bottles to some of the tourists and ppl as there were too much, SERIOUSLY. We had to carry about 30 boxes of waterbottles and 3 tables without using a trolley, y cant they give us 1, it'll be easier that way.
After all the last runner had reached the finnishing line, we were told to go back to the HQ for lunch and soon we had our lunch which took us very long. I didnt had a chance to drink milo from the milo van or the chance to win a rolex watch, those who did were just plain old lucky!
However we aint got any goody bag and money like the website says, Service was bad, seriously, its messed up. Putting that aside, its an experience to be experiencing this kind of event.

2010-03-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

After e-learning day, there are so many hwks to be done, so many tests to study. I dont even feel like doing them but i know i must try to finnish. Tmr there's bio test and i havent sudy yet.. After tmr there's S.S test and its not 1 but 2 chapters!!! I still have 2 bio hwks to do, geog and s.s e-learning haven't been done yet.. I feel the pressure alot.. Almost feel like giving up.
But i know i must not. Anyways, happy international womens' day to all the women! We deserve to celebrate this occasion!
Let's pour out our stress by getting drunk, lol jk..
K i better do something about my hwks and tests
Tests to study: 2, hwks to do: 4

Ciao'..

2010-03-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, wat do u feel when your in love? Do you feel in pain and hurt when you dont see the one you like but when you do see him/her, you'll get happy and delighted.. That's what im feeling. Ever seen i think about him, i cant stop but want to see him each and everyday. Well.. He's out of my league and i dunno wat to do. Seeing him every day just makes me happy for no particular reason.. It makes me think that the ongoing problems that i face have disapeared temporaily. It's weird! But im afraid of the outcome of asking him. As proverb says

"do not judge a book by its cover"

and Debbie told me that if i want to know him better,

i'll have to take risk, risk failures , overcome disillusions and have a never ceasing love and i'll truimphant in the end.

But I guess im too afraid..

Right now, studies plays an important part in my life, with the problems im facing, my family, i'll just have to bear with it and do better. Love is patient and kind so i'll just have to wait till the time is right.
I'll be putting in my effort in improving my grades and getting great results and hopefully i'll truimphant till the end!!!
CIAO'~

Making my blog unprivate for now.

2010-03-01T18:22:00.000+08:00

Title tells it all..
Yep so basically not making my blog private cos nth else to do. If there's peeps mis-using my tagbox, off you go..~

~Kami Kurosu (I'll bite you to death)

Today........

2010-03-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

Today...
- I passed my chem test (hurray..)
- Very tired.. My body feels very heavy
- I put extra hair growth tonic
- Ate after school
- Being lazy at home watching shows when i shouldnt
- currently very reluctant of doing any homework
- Currenly perspiring becos of hot weather!
- Bio and chem hwks is left undone..

Ciao`~

CNY annnndddd other stuffs

2010-02-16T21:22:00.001+08:00

Chinese New year was AVERAGE.. Today was an unlucky day for me.. Strawberry jam came out today and there is no bread to go with it so i had to wait for 3 hrs for the "bread" to come. Skipping that aside, i wassss sickkkkk! I had a terrible runny nose and sore throat =(((, next time CNY cannot eat as much as i wan. I also hadn't touch my books for a week! I feel very empty in my head right now. Alot of things to worry about..

good thing is that i made green tea ice-cream and it was sucessful except it melted so fast... Reminds me of BGF relationships nowadays. When you develop the relationship sooo well and soon it all crumbles down because of some crappy or what-so-ever reasons. Come on ppl! Love is about taking risk, it's about doing everything to be together, its about life or death situation and the 2 being as 1!!!! lols, i guess im overboard.. But i do believe in having a long everlasting love relationship

Kay, besides that, 3 test is coming next week and i didnt have the effort and time to study.. Just have to do my best and stay ALIVE!!!

Remember, love can surpass anything and maybe everything! So i say, its a good thing to love wholeheartedly!

This Dream..

2010-02-06T10:52:00.001+08:00

I had a totally realistic dream today. I am not sure wat happened but this is wat happendd:

I was a poet and had written over 200 over poems and had a junior. One day my junior succeeded me and sttracted alot of customers to buy his book of poems. I was hurt and felt lousy(like how i did for my eng test, that kind of feeling) and was hurt more when my best friend took away 1 of my poem that has been yet to be published. I locked myself in my house and nvr went out. My junior realise this and was also hurt by my actions.
I recited 1 of my poems halfway sitting near the front door and then he continued the rest, he was at the door already (I dunno for how many days). I couldnt stand it any longer and cried and pouring out my feelings and thoughts.
This then, he opened the door and hugged me tightly that i could feel his emotions swept into me. He was in love with me in the beginning which i did not knew. He was also hurt because i avoided him and depised my best friend for stealing my poem.
By the time i woke up, my eyes were filled with tears and my heart ache. I wonder to myself, could it be my past life?

A Terrible experience & day (VOMIT DAY)

2010-01-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today alot of bad things happen to me. 1st off in sch a spider with spots came on my arms and try to attack me with its "needles", out of panic Mrs Singh helped me flip it down the floor.

I shouldnt and ate mac as i vomited all my food recently just now, not once but THRICE!! Never gonna eat mac again. no no no! I felt really terrible and in pain. After vomitting.... (prepare for total gross-ness)

(TOTAL YUCK TUCK, DO NOT SEE IF YOU HAVE A WEAK STOMACH LIKE ME)

the sink was like almost to the brim and my maid had difficulty pushing the mixture into the drain. That's not the worst! I can see the potatoes swimming in the mixture. TO MY HORROR when i sneeze out countless time, mixture of flu,vomit and potatoes came out my nose.. YUCKS.

and you know what? My dad is worried but he's showing his anger too, like i failed O lvls or somehting. Went to the doctor and the doctor was like:" oh its not really the food that you eat, its pretty NORMAL to be vomitting" and he jokes around saying i should lose some weight.

Still feeling terrible while typing this but not so bad as 1 hour ago. WEll.. be surprise that i think it is good to vomit once in 3 yrs. However, the smell is stinky!!! It is still in my throat T_T!!!

3 in 1~ Tired, tired, lazy

2010-01-10T15:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday and the day before went to Tp and NYP to look into courses. Went out with kenneth and deb on the 15th.. I must say that Kenneth is not as what i expected. We ate at some japanese shop(i forgot the name) and it was quite delicious. Deb and i went to see the cute little bunnies after that--It was SOOO adorable! and at last we went to Time zone to play alittle game, the DJ max there was touch screen =O!

The next day, after NYP with Deb and Calvin, Calvin's dad sent us to AMK hub to eat (Thanks Calvin's dad!). Calvin unfortunately has tuition so he couldnt join us. It was my first time going to this fast food restaurant, i think it was called pepper house. Anyways had a good time there with Deb. I guess Deb has her own problems as she seems quite occupied with her hp.

TODAY

I went to church in the morning and came back eagerly to try to cook something new!~
I cooked japanese Okonomiyaki (Japanese assorted pancakes) which some peeps claim to be "pizza"
It was not so bad for a 1st timer. Next time i feel like cooking Gyoza! (Jap Dumplings)
Kay thats all for now. Lazy to post the picutres~

2009-12-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

Ahaha =D
I didnt post for a long time did I?

Well ALOT of things happened! ... I spend my holidays cooking cooking and playing comp and stuffs. hmm... I just made cheese and it was great! =DD

Xmas was normal for me. I went to church for mass and celebrated xmas with my relative form my mom's. My xmas resolution is to pass O lvls with flying colours!! ... if possible.. (IM SO DEAD! I didnt study and i feel like i forgot everything in like.. 2 MONTHS!!!) AHHHHHHH!

Well time to slap myself upside down and start studying SUPER hard for next yr.. NO MORE SLACKINGGG ARGH!!Im so angry with myself...

Ooo.. BTW I nid to know my holiday hwks before i get grilled in hot pan next yr. I didnt do even 1 in fact. Soooooo screwed! =(

HAVING AN ICE CREAM MAKER TMR!!! IM GONNA MAKE LOTS OF ICE-CREAM!!
AND I learnt quite a few recipes in 2 months!

next post im gonna post to you how to make cheese! so stay tune!

Gintama =D

2009-12-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

Funny Gintama AMV =)!
=DD

2009-12-01T19:10:00.001+08:00

BOREDOM!
Some hwks havent finnish yet =(..
I'll do them next time

YAYS

2009-11-21T11:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went and meet with Calvin and Jared at compass. The one thing i wont forget is Jared's T-shirt, *chuckles*. Went to Mac and eat , and went to look for a new earphone but failed. So off we went to Calvin's house to play some games and Debbie came along later. ooo i enjoy Calvin's sea salt ice-cream tho it's abit salty (well done Calvin!).

Overall i really had lots and lots of fun and laughter playing with them. went back with Debbie on the same bus. Great friends like them are important in my life!

2009-11-17T19:03:00.002+08:00

WHOLE DAY AT HOME..
BOREDDDD and my brain's gonna rot

2009-11-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

I cried. My heart hurts now

JFF =D

2009-11-12T19:35:00.002+08:00

Playing on nintendo is ADDICTIVE!!! AHHH stop me!!
=D
Bye.
-backs to nintendo dsi-

This wk.

2009-11-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

This whole wk so much hwks!! wan to die liao haiz.. usual Family problems..

Today ate with debbie, Herman and Calvin and saw Tricia and gang at Mac.
Back home finnish S.S project but only like less than 300 words, maybe 150-200 only T_T.

But dont care luh, i already do what i can do. But i hope i can at least get a passing grade!

2009-11-09T16:44:00.006+08:00

OFFICIALLY STOP BLOGGING UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE =D
CIAO'

MAMA MIA

2009-09-24T21:42:00.003+08:00

Ok my mom is MIA since she banged the door before dinner time dunno what's with her, nut case. But she's gone means a good thing or bad thing i oso dunno. Hope she doesnt do such silly things or the lord would not have mercy.

Its because you trust & love someone in the past and that's why you ended up hating the person when you found out the turth and become more knowledgable of what has happened. Never gonna repeat history and dont want to step in her shoes and dunwana know of the awful life she have.

3 in a row

2009-09-24T17:23:00.002+08:00

Really really stress and totally tired
Today i had 3 tests in my class and all of them were so tough that i got a mental breakdown. Totally super duper hard! Im sure gonna fail S.S and maths and for chem too becos i really dunno the NH3 and NH4 ion equation.

My mom and my dad quarreling again and my mom is just not looking at herself in the mirror. Argh how she judge into conclusions and how she puts me involve, i really hate her. I do not follow anyone but myself. She doesnt knows that. It's unfair. I being here is unfair. I really feel like dying and its really driving me crazy.

Both of them are not logical, pretentious, insincere and most of ignorant.

So much to the fact i hate ignorance.
She doesnt even knows what she's doing.
Once i told her the truth she says i follow my dad's but seriously this IS my opinion!

2009-09-17T17:54:00.002+08:00

Today was rather disapointing and tiring. Had Geog test which someone cheated and didnt own up. Told teacher anyways, an eye for an eye =/. EOY coming really soon and im still in my blog.. Anyways.. after school went to eat with Debbie and Jaslyn AND Kelvin which he is very weird but funny! Ate LJS and Kelvin went to buy his Subway which he say was nicer than LJS. Now feel like sleeping

Yesterday i was looking through my diaries and found myself very ridiculous in the past and also judge things so easily. Cried and laugh a little too.

Fireflies =D
K bye.

Bacon

2009-09-12T10:44:00.004+08:00

Damn it! The moment i smelled bacon today i woke up and my maid did the wrong steps to cook the lasagne grrr! I wanted to do it so she would understand but she didnt listen entirely and said that i told her to do but there was an extra step which was " do ntt use all the bacon and put the rest to the toaster so it will be cripsy" but it tends out to be a disaster everything to one, WHERE GOT NICE!? you tell me? I very pissed off right now. She also dont care what so ever.

I wish i didnt have to tell her to cook,i should have done it on my own.
Pissed me off until i can sink in the ground. Woke up so early for nothing except to mnake me pissed!

Now the whole thing is in one mushy mess!

2009-09-07T21:34:00.004+08:00

Recently all i posted was all the negative stuffs, and now there are more grief and sorrow. Just now my sis and maid was pissing me off by saying they dunno anything about anything. I seriously feel like squeezing them like sandwiches.

Anyways will not be posting until further notice.. Dun feel like posting anymore bad stuffs cos last month and this month has been terrible for me.

I'll update when there's a special event.

Insanity

2009-08-31T22:18:00.004+08:00

2 days ago i went to giant with my grandma, my sis and my "mom". My grandma went back first after all that shopping. However it was so different for my "mom". She took a very long time to finnish and even worst, i and my sis went back first and we were very early and i am really serious about the ic card making photo. Really serious and very eager but my mom didnt use her brains and then waited so long to check out and take a bus which take like wat!? 1hr + of my whole life.

The worst thing is that i have to pass motion! I admit i cant store my SHIT for like 1hr+++ so i quickly shit out and throw it away in the rubbish bin (of cos with tissue paper) and it was the worst thing in my LIFE! WTF! She dont even care about ANYTHING about me. I am proud to say i really dislike her so much.

SO i quickly rushed out my house and ran non-stop to elias mall took like 2 mins. I didnt care if i got banged by the car, i didnt care about the time. I know it was late but i cannot accept the fact that it was her that made me late so in the end the shop closed and i didnt take my photo. FCK you man, becos of YOU i became insane, angry and most of all very disgraceful at the fact that i have a mother like that. How could you!?

She then finally said to take my photo at white sands i was really pissed off and mad. It turns out my photo that i took to be very ugly dued to my angerness, a bitter face trying to smile.

The good thing is that i realised i could run faster than i can and jump higher than i can if i am serious at things. I can do it, without her help and i want to be away from her as far as possible.

But however, as long as she's here and i cant avoid her
Insanity is taking over me, I'll be losing my mind and its all madness and soon hatred.

All these times she has only think about money the benefits of herself and very very VERY little for others. She cant change even a bit, plssss! She have sparingly any faith and trust of other people becos she lost it.

The only thing now is for a miracle to happened and for me to be in peace.

PIMPLESSSS >=(

2009-08-29T18:55:00.004+08:00

2 weeks of non-stop tests and i did realllly badly..
Last weeek went to sg river with N1 and N2 and was really great.. I will update in facebook some of the pics next time.
Today went to tution and got back with heck of headaches.
Dying hard to find the photo for teh new IC-making-card
I gonna die of stress and depression
and got LOTS of pimples on my face!!! =(
ARGH.
PIMPLE ATTACK.

Hana (flowers) at bio labby.

2009-08-21T14:47:00.007+08:00

Flower~

Nice combination eh?

Weilin, *snaps picture*

LOLS @@

Today in bio labby, its time to have a looky at the dyed flowers we did the day b4.
Pics =D

2009-08-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

Today had 2 tests which was so difficult.. Hair dropping more and more and really stressed and my heart is really hurting.
Pray for a miracle to happen..
My subject are going from good to bad and going to be worse.

Lying tears hurt one another, Lying smile hurt one self
- Code Geass ep 9

2009-08-17T18:53:00.001+08:00

Kayssss.. today i felt a sharp pain in my heart. I am falling deeper and deeper in to the darkness. I was really sad and also should have studied harder yet i have not.. due to insufficient time. I hate my life sometimes, i cant deny it. Most of the time when i want to cry i cant, it just makes me even more sad in the inside.. I had a dreamt last night about a soulmate i will meet in the future and my whole body felt warm which was totally weird.... Anyways less dreaming and more serious work!

Life is so difficult.

Why do i have to feel this way..

2009-08-15T12:42:00.003+08:00

Greenish solution- Chem experiement with weilin~

It looks kinda not nice but it's seriously taste good =D

Too many people asking me why i cut my hair and stuff.. Im not going to ans them anymore, it's tiring.

The wound that i had in my heart swells even more. I'll get over it somehow.
Gotta prepare for tuition soon.. Feel very relectant. I hate bad boys.

2009-08-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

Ok.. So over my new haircut and just thinking about that guy just makes me cry and smile at the same time..
1. i only see him like what? 2 times a year now.
2. I got my hair cut and i think he doesnt like girls with short hair
3. Religion T.T!
4. I think he got some A.P.
5. I terribly miss him and feel like hugging a random stranger right now.

Overall.. just depressed and love sick.

Lots of studying to catch up so yea...
Bought a new headset- microphone for my laptop that cost $9.90 at school today and bought it with Debbie so got 4% discounted price..

Man! jonathan didnt came for CLB so had to go home myself.. I hate being alone.
Well.. sometimes i nid to be alone but not like the current situation.
So that's all..

miss you D.

1 of the many things

2009-08-09T17:03:00.004+08:00

Micheal jackson dance, 10/10

So yea, some of the cut hair.

I bought this perfume today i like the smell though XDDD

Me before...

and after.... =<

During Friday it was the best drama acting i have seen , i was totally shocked and very hyper cos i didnt know my frenz could act and dance soooo well, especially azriq, amirul, irsyad and Farisha =D! 1st pic the micheal jackson dance =D.

Lately alot of things have happened , cried yesterday many many times, on the train, the bus where many ppl are staring and in my house. But i got over it for now. Cut my hair short so that i could become stronger and also for my hair t0 grow thicker

Today i bought a tweety bird prefume that i like =D! It cost only $2.90 and also bought a new key chain for my pouch, cos old one is broken. Went to church prayed and praise and went to compasspoint for earely lunch. My mom is really kiasu.. anyways i cant expect someone to help me, i'll have to help myself. that's all for now.. Watching anime later and i may or will not upload a pic of me with short hair =(

My fren say the hair like jing si cao from bbf, this is B-A-D..

LOVE & WARRRR!

2009-08-04T21:13:00.005+08:00

Today was a STINKY DAY at school someone put a huge atomic smoke bomb!

Anyways I saw Love & war by this maple youtber, CeraRain, with a brilliant storyline and animation skills. Totally AWESOME!!!!! Encourage you to watch it! Go watch nao, without fail it is niceeeee.
5/5 stars for her.

She has such nice acting and voice skills, wish to meet her in real life. She's living in Australia or was it america right now?

Her vids ROXSSS!She made my day although im soooo tired.

Oh yes, here's the vid for the 1st part

Blogger

2009-08-02T14:09:00.001+08:00

Er.. Editing my page 10% and on but i wont complete today coz my computer got problem with it.. most probably done next week..
Currently no cbox and music =(

I Hate my mom alot. Dont not trust adults in social problems. Why cant they understand?..

2009-08-02T13:13:00.000+08:00

I really angrily hate my stupid mom right now. She's really childish, ignorant and most of all thinks she all right and im always wrong. Instead of motivating me, she demoralize me REALLY badly. To me she is the insane and mad person in my whole life. She is really biased and when i say no to her, she would piss me off soooo much i would feel like im gonna explode..
Sometimes i wish i didnt have a mom like her, i wanted to die or escape from home countless of times but failed becoz either i was too scared or i got punished in the end.

Why are adults like that, they think only about themselves and not about their children s' feelings amd how they feel about it. I seriously hate my parents, my mom especially. She doesn't know how to love us or sacrifice something for us.

From now onwards i will not ask my mom for anything and will seldom even talk to her, most probably it will look like im rude on the outside but those that think like that dunno how much hardship i've gone through, how much pain i endured up to now. I dislike my sister for being mummy's girl. I hate it, even though she knows my mom is in the wrong, she still follows her. WHY!? I hate it! My life's now ruin by my ignorant family.

When i grow up and earn my money i will move out from this house and start my life a new, i NEVER want to be controlled by my parents and neither do i want to be left out and been insulted for. My classmates they sometimes ask me why im so alone, it's because i am alone because of my family and studies and also im crying in the inside, 15 years of pain , hardship and friends disappearing.. WHO would want this? I didn't want this to happen either. Why cant they understand, why are they like this..

I dont know whether to cry or to laugh.

2009-07-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

Kay simple as that. That's my mood for today and maybe the rest of the week.
I feel like cying but i keep laughing. Weird much?

2009-07-23T20:53:00.003+08:00

Blogger got some problem. I cant upload the pictures!! =( but option 2) Photobucket =D
Pictures and daily day texts
Kim's and my hands twist!

On the bus, front is Nicole and Zi Qin =D

Still i dun understand why the trees are Sliver..

We climb upstairs to see the scenary and to take a break, heard that on top there's an eagle's nest XD

Kraby!

Monitor Lizard they dun have a cage, it's like wild!

Nice Kampong =P

The pretty floor tiles carved on the top of the tower

And Finally going back!

Near Novena now

Looking up

Muah with my puffy messy hair.

Ok so it goes with i skipped S.S lesson and went to sungei Buloh instead but all sacrifices have to be made, everyone, well almost everyone got "kissed" by teh Mosquitto, oh and Ms Dino's Mopiko dropped below when we are walking at the wooden bridge LOL, in conclusion we learn some new plants and animals and i love the juice they sell there very shiok =D! Well and on the bus i saw that someone! Yays, well i only saw him like once in every year so ya. I wana know him better, dun get me wrong, im not a stalker XD.
Gotten bitten like my thighs and arms and it itches, Siyi's worse then mine and i agree no more going to swamps with insects especially the scarey whole group of orange flies. YUCK!. Time to eat din din, bye!

PREGO DEMO~ Competition! (LOL SUPER LONG =X)

2009-07-22T21:34:00.007+08:00

Pictures!!
Our Bunny!

Wendy and Debbie

Going upwards, zhao Rui, Debbie, Wendy and Mi

Kay munching time! mmmm~

Debbie's cool pose XDDDD

Had so much fun today! These past days have been gloomy and tired for me but today was much better =D!
So i guess cooking heals my soul, anywayssss, I stayed back with kelly and friends then Debbie came by and eat with us and when we're done, Debbie and I were walking near the cookery room to check if someone was there, the thing is, I didn't know there was cooking but oh well, it's fun for me. Zhao Rui came along becoz she too has to attend the Demo and then Wendy came and dragged Debbie to attend the Demo, well im glad she did!

So there were 2 options, to cook bake rice and The spagetti using the prego sauce. We ended up taking the spagetti and get started with. The other teams quickly chiong to take the bake rice well i dunno why and overall the instructions were easy as cake, it's just like doing Fried rice but tedious becoz i sux at chopping and it take alot of time but hey i have a GREAT improvement on it. After everything was cooked, I had a brilliant idea, OPPERATION BUNNY =D! I quickly asked Debbie and Wendy to off the fire and then i took the spoon and formed a bunny shaped sauce, so much different from the others cos i LOVE bunnies too =D. Finnished off with the garnishes, oh and i hate chopping onions cos it made me cry.

Overall when the judging is occuring, in my mind i knew that the special one would win, (hehe) so yea our team won the cooking competition for the Spagetti cos of design and decoration. The others who think the other spagetti to win maybe becoz it's already mixed but compare to ours, cant win man! Okies so er after everything we had time to eat our dishes, yummm~ I know its lame but we mix the noddles like we mix in chinese new year, nian nian you yu!

Kay then walked back with Debbie back home, well i havent said enuff but that all im gonna type and the rest would be in my mind until i shall forget it. Till then Im happy and tired today. Havent eat my dinner T.T, kay bye.

Almost forgotten chem hw i better do it soon..
Thanks Debbie for helping me chop the things when im bad at it
Thanks Wendy for helping to take the utensils and etc
Thanks Zhao Rui for helping to wash the dishes and sink

Thanks the instructors for giving us 3 prego sauces and 1 campbell soup for the prize each.
LOLS XD!

GoodBye and GoodNights

I feel neutural =/ (Quite a long post since i havent been updating for about 1 week)

2009-07-19T15:24:00.006+08:00

Beautiful candles lighting at the church =D
Raining raining raining =(
The night is peaceful and quiet.

Finally back home at 10pm

Havent been posting lately and kinda busy, lol this week have been raining alot recently and well i feel very sad somehow.
Yesterday went to church at 8pm cos the priests are having their retreat and mass had to be post post to a later time, this will be continued i think until feast day. Well I had a time of my life, was very happy and high, singing and praying to the lord and i miss my grandma! we bought 2 st anne t-shirts and my mom bought some chicken pies, yummm~ Then we went back home. Nth much after that.

A few days back, i think 5 days back, there's a bus jammed infornt of verinice bus stop, slightly irritated but luckly the people came to fix the bus. Looky i got pics of it.

Some people says i look like Debbie, LOL!?
Well i know me in this pic that it would look abit like her.

So back to the subject about the bus thing, after all that fixing, bus 89 was so darn slow and it was single deck so i my friend Zu bang ask me go sit beside a boy, grr i think he did that on purpose. Well i kinda look at the guy im sitting next to, he's not really good looking but the way he sleep, 1 word, ADORABLE! X3!!! lols... The way he hug he's bag and cuddle himself >~<, cute much? The climax is his head almost touch my shoulder, heart beating moment. Luckly the bus jerked, the compassvale girls were giggling, oh man T.T~

2009-07-13T22:11:00.004+08:00

My sis corn in a cup and mom bought 3 bowls of "shark fin" soup.
My mei sure know how to style her hair -_-;;

LAST SUNDAY

Called almost everyone for the S.S file and only Amelia has it =(.
Meet up with her and talk awhile at compass and went dinner with my mum and sis at mos burger. Then we went to gurdian and bought some $1.95 stuffs and then lastly went to the pasar malam for some snacks.

Went home my mom wanted to watch boys before flowers so i have to miss the harry potter show.
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Today crawled back to school, kinda boring. Tried to absorb some useful topics and PE was super boring. I hadn't had much fun, my class is a bored class. So now i am blogging away knowing that i shuld have done my hws which i didnt really do it. Tired.

I tried a software to combine a song and your voice but it's suck-y cos i dont have a headphone-microphone only a built in one and i have to stretch my voice and stretch the laptop.

Booo..

Umbrella =) =-^^T^^-=

2009-07-10T20:46:00.005+08:00

It was raining heavily like yesterday, After school I fantically went to look for Ms Shamini but she wasnt there instead she left LIMITED worksheets that i didnt had. Darn! Search and search only found one and she doesnt seem to care about how we find the worksheets but she only care about the complete file. Grrr. I asked Mr chin but he said he dont have it. Oh well..

Went home with an umbrella this time! Now i saw a CHIJ girl without an umbrella soaking wet like me yesterday so this time i shoved my umbrella to her and my left got wet a little but it's okay =D. She thanked me and got a little surprise when i shared the umbrella and then i sent her off to the shelter where she want me to stop and then i went to the bus stop to go home.

I realise how happy i was helping and caring about others, now i felt that i want everyone to be safe and happy and to share my happiness, pain and sorrow with others and also hoping that they will understand how i feel.. <3

I hate you rain!

2009-07-09T18:26:00.004+08:00

Today school was very tiring for me especially S.S where i should think i dont have some of the worksheets.. After school the sky turned grey and i walked out and say my goodbyes to weilin, Quraisha, Caitlin and Pei Fang and guess what happened? It rain soooo heavily when i thought that it was just gonna be drizzling.I really hate the rain and RAN FRANTICALLY like er.. someone who is running from death. Soaking wet! From head to toe and my bag too. But thankfully, someone offered me to share an umbrella with her, im really grateful! I said to her that she was my saviour and she laughed, lols. Then i said thanks again and asked her for her name. She said her name was Tracey and she's from sec 2, she a very kind and pretty girl, while im a weird and funny person. I think i heard someone like a girl name Tracey from our class. XD

Im gonna be resting for awhile and checking my files lata.

VOCALOIDS =D!~

2009-07-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

WOW they even created a playlist =D~

Uber cuteness!~~

2009-07-05T20:11:00.001+08:00

OMG MIKU CLOCK!!~~ KAWAII!~~~~~ =D Click on her~

KYAAAAA~ =D

2009-07-05T13:41:00.001+08:00

Arrgh didnt post yesterday but haah.. very tired and i slept for 14 hours skipping my dinner and on to today. Woke up at 6+ in the morning and went church with my maid. Currently, My sister and her classmates are studying infornt of me. Kinda noisy.
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YESTERDAY!
Kayaking 2 star expedition~
Overall it was tiring but exciting and fun, I went to kayak from paddle culture all the way to marina barrage, it was fun going there but going back was tiring, total about 6km covered. After all that hard work i went to suntec city along with some of the members and a teacher but i wont tell who =D, We went to eat pizza hut but it was alittle pricy but im very hungry thinking about it now. We eat 2 pizzas and it was very delicious. After all that we split the price and we went to the mrt and went out seperate ways.

Oh yeah! Attention to single girls, LOLs. Paddle culture is the right place to find hunky and good looking guys =D! Alot of shuai ge, ROFL. And somemore something out of the ordinary happened, a guy went in to the ladies cubicle and went out and i was standing like infornt. He was half naked.... OMFG!!!!! My mouth was wide open but he's like " i dont care what toilet i use" expression. The girls beside me were also shocked. Anyways when i was going off soon, another guy was so funny i think it was to get attention from me, he wave his hair and smiled. =__=l waaa i think im gona die soon, this is heaven LOL!

It's so weird but do i have any attractive points?? XD

ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND ROXXX!~~

2009-07-03T19:29:00.003+08:00

Sch was bored and busy tmr preparing for kayaking expedition, tiring! Sleeping by 9++

i start seeing Absolute boyfriend and i got addicted to it!! Really nice show i would recomend to everyone!~ Romance and comedy and a touch of fantasy =DD I really really really LOVE IT~ Oh and i wish a guy can be so nice like Night or in other words, the robot!
Now currently at ep 8!
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Ok so i saw finnish the whole series and my tears just flow out , cant stop crying, this is so sad. 11 eps altogether. Oh man my heart hurts so badly.. ='(

Tues! Some how want to watch some fantasy love stories.

2009-06-30T23:11:00.005+08:00

Today was a very tired and boring day. Bio, chem and F&N teacher gave us things to do and to bring on the next lesson that is... thurs.. And now i havent done the english review and GEO! Oh no.. what am i going to tell Caitlin tmr? DEAD X(. Anyways i heard when weilin and Caitlin talked about IKEA's chicken wings i went there after school with Melissa to try out some of the food there. I ordered fish and chips and 3 refills of coke, ice lemon tea and sprite. MMMmm. Unfortunately i dont see the chicken wings there. Then went to Giant to buy some sauce and noddles and WALKED back all the way to west plaza NTUC and it was far but fine for me. I went to buy a hair spray cause my hair is all over the place. Kay that's about today.

Thanks Melissa for accompany-ing me to IKEA and Giant, dont spray prefume on me next time! Grrr, LOLs.

Gonna wake up at 7+ to do most of the asignment.

Lazy side of Amanda is on the loose.

2009-06-25T21:19:00.003+08:00

Really tired today that i didnt do any of my holiday hws and i forgotten what i have to do =X. Yesterday slept late at 2 in the morning and woke up about 12+ in the afternoon! I watched prince of tennis and now currently at episode 99 =D, i like the Tenipuri and the chibi characters, they're sooo cute!!~

I got bored after that so at around 7:20pm. I ,accompanied by my maid fetched my sister home from the comunity centre and bought bubble tea but now i got stomach ache, extremely painful. I always got stomachache, psshh. Oh and i saw my Primary 6 tuition teacher, Mrs Han. LOL i hide around the wall hoping that she dont see me, failed =(. She notice me in an instant! She asked me how i was doing and i just simply replied "Im okay" but im not! Noooos. She has that aura that made me speechless. Arggghh! But she's nice though just maybe creepy sometimes.

Oh gosh school's going open again. That sux big time. Alot of torture and hardship installed for everyone and especially me when i didnt do any revising or homeworks. Oh man!

Yesterday & Today.

2009-06-23T17:52:00.005+08:00

Yesterday!

The cup i draw but cannot paint because i dont have, to be sold in republic poly. But im not going =(. It suppose to look like the heart,spade,clubs and diamonds in the poker cards

Melissa is PRO! This is one side of the cup she draw
This is ther other side of her cup, very nice.
Melissa and I went to modify the other members' rubber in the bottle. It was soo plain then and we decide to decorate with ribbons, wires and beads! The original is so cheap that we made it slightly expensive.

Melissa took me doing the ribbons and the wiring of the bottles, i look darn hairy
-_-ll, Melissa im watching you.

Relectant to go to my friend house to do some competition thingy. I really dreaded to go there but still i have to.. When i saw what they make for thier candles, it was a nightmare for my eyes cos it's too plain! Seriously my sis could do better and i ask them to put some beads on it but i dunno whether they take up my idea to do it, in other words it's horrible. I choose not to go for the competition because the team work sux and they leave only 2 people to do the serious work and the others to do the easy work, if i do that i could really improve it ALOT with the help of a creative and talanted friend, Melissa. I cant endure anymore and i really feel like screaming at faces.

To clear away and to remove the anger i was feeling i played Tennis and badminton with Firhan downstairs his block. It was really really fun but tiring also but i did pretty good for my first try for Tennis and we bought some bubble tea after that. Really gotta thank him for teaching me =D. Hopefully next time i can win him in Tennis, hahas.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Today! No pictures though.. My Aunt has only has pictures of us but in her camera at ang mo kio.. Tehhee..

I decided to skip the push cart competition simply because i cant stand it and if i were to go there, i would cause some choas as i will throw my temper and i know it.
I when to my aunt house again and this TIME MORE THINGS TO CARRY HOME =O!
But it was quite nice, she cooked noddle. steammed egg and etc, etc. And she brought back rambutans from the my uncle's priests home in serangoon but he was in hong kong so another priest came and gave my Aunt rambutans plucked from the trees and it was sweet and pure red, unlike the UTUC's! You cant find them anywhere else! After that she gave us guava with orange peel and after awhile she gave us Yoghurt with nata de coco!! Really really full now!

She also gave me new shirts and jeans and 2 shorts for me and many many other stuffd that can last me for the year! I really appreciate what she gave to me, my maid and my sister but i think she really spoiled us too, hehes. Her cooking and taste rox! The clothes although it was simple, it's really comforttable and nice to wear.

I also saw my all the photos from some the 1000+ albums she got. I realised now... that im really close to Gabriel, my grandma's sister's grandson, so it's cousin? I didnt meet him like 2 years from pri 4 to 6 dued to a conflict among my parents. LOL. He's really fun to play with when i was younger but now he's a gaming freak and isn't close anymore, i guess. He's in St Joseph institution i guess, smart dude.
AND my Aunt keep saying that he's my prince or something, grrrr >=(.

Keeping that aside, around 5:30pm my sister called my father and he sent us back home and we carried a pretty heavy luggage back to the car and back home. Im really tired now all the things that are happening recently and i wan to rest awhile.
K that's what i have to say..

2009-06-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

Alot of choas going on..!!
Luckily i have 2 angels guiding and helping me. Thankyou Melissa and Firhan for cheering and caring for me. I wana try tennis really soon and im gonna ask Firhan to teach me! I wana try "Dunk Smash" if i there is such a move. I excited for the tennis but ZOMBIE and pissed of the programme. I decided and im not going to regret or change it, im not going for the push cart.

I cannot find the beads that i wana bring tmr cos i N-E-E-D to go to somewhere tomorrow even though i feel very reluctant to go cos someone will be there ='(.
I want to find that person quick, that person in my dreams.

My little old friend.

2009-06-21T11:06:00.003+08:00

Denied my calls, msgs.
Didnt have proper informations.
Didnt make the right decision.
She was a lucky girl with many friends,
until I saw her true colours.
That friendship I have with her will soon end.

The kindness i see in her had faded..
Prodigious injustice i feel deeply inside,
trying to forget that friend of mine.
They were right all this while,
they told me a few times that they dislike her.
And i took awhile to understand.
now i finally understand how they felt right then.

However, i'll this do my part
and i knew it from the start
i will not give up
by this minor problem.
I'll forget about this hatred
and move on with life.
Thus i will forget about you,
my little old friend.

Busy starting tmr

2009-06-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

I dont think i will blog much
1. Havent do any homeworks!
2. CCA and workshops
3. Personal things
4. I need a break

I drew again, this time using paint and adobe photoshop trial for my sister =D
I know it's kinda noob but hey at least i tried!

AUNT HOUSE =]

2009-06-16T19:12:00.007+08:00

SHE HAVE A HUGE MIRROR AT HER HOUSEEEEE IN HER ROOOOM =]]], although you cant see the mirror...

Just bathed and came back from my Aunt house at ANG MO KIO and "I R FULL" i dont need to eat my dinner anymore coz my aunt cook ALOT of stuff to eat and keep teasing me only and not my sis T.T, how terrible. Got some presents from my aunt for my sister and I and we packet her special curry back home, it taste REEEEALLLLY good and it's not hot. I learnt a few recipes from her but i havent tried it out yet, im dying to try. Hahas.

Oh yea we saw the whole "Mamamia" at her house and she gave us more snacks and dragged me to try on clothes that were too small for her, they're quite baggy on me but even though those clothes are baggy, i wan to put them on someday as it's so comfortable =D. Went back via bus home and somehow my tears feel like dropping for an unknown reason.

AEM has been delayed but dunno until when, Nicole asked me out on Fri and i gotta ask my parents and see if i can go.

My parents, my aunt and some relatives said that im a lucky charm to them,LOL! Am i?!

ASDFG =D

2009-06-14T20:23:00.002+08:00

Things that happened today! (not exicting)
-Stayed at home
-Read a book
-played some online games
-didnt bathe until 8+pm

Oh yea my sis got a new haircut and it's really short but cute & sweet =D
Nao i feel like cutting my hair short! ^^

I think tommorow going to be another busy day.

Kbye!

Last day of IP and a new beginning of AEM T___T

2009-06-11T21:50:00.005+08:00

Today was fun yet tiring and NERVOUS. I was rushing to complete my comic strip but finally finnished and handed up and i had a huge appetite for the food there especially the Siew Mai and Brownies =DD K i was nervous of the TOP 10 awardies and i didnt want to win as i have to give a speech but thankfully i didnt get in but it was nerve wrecking for me! My whole body turned cold. Armand and Firhan kept pushing me when we go home, grrr... It sucks being short and not really strong. Anyways took group photos together and i just realised one of my group member, Augustine oso like anime, hi-5 brother! He also like cosplaying although i dont really see it often. =D.
Yays have some of my new friends facebooks.

Just watched EP 15 of boys before flowers and i cried i tell you i felt the pain , weird but sad, its like i can feel Jandi's pain. My sister also got shocked and say " waaa.. the show really very gan dong wor."

AEM PROGRAME is next week and a total of NINE DAYS, yes, 9. I receive a msg by Ms Lee that have to handle the cca contacts, gosh i really have NO TIME. 2 star kayaking have to go somemore on the 20th, seriously I HAVE NO REST NO TIME.

I hope someone can cheer me up.

AMANDA IS DEAD

2009-06-11T01:37:00.003+08:00

Its 1:48am and i havent slept yet now my mom nag at me no choice but i havent do finnish my comic strip yet, only done 1 whole scene and left 5 columns to colour >=(
DEAD TIRED, got big eye bags le!! Finding hard for the thumbdrive =(

The 2nd day of IP camp

2009-06-10T20:51:00.005+08:00

Hehes, sry Armand but i RARELY see you putting ur face on profiles =D

Mi`

Terror!!! Up to now i still waiting for my comic script but i havent received yet!! Is he going to give me for im dead for. Find out in the last day of IP camp. LOL.

Came back home 7+pm as usual. Started on the comic script and it was HARD and difficult and i keep erasing so it looks like got stains on my paper but oh well..
I know that i cant win anymore =(, once it's over im sleeping and nobody's gonna disturb me but still have AEM programme coming and it's compulsory! Blame that VP of my school. Now waiting for the email and worried.

At the bus, many ppl went to take bus 81 and Firhan told me that my head looks like an egg, maybe because i eat too many =DD. I have a huge appetite today, eat ALOT but not worries cos im totally STRESSED. There's this little korean boy went beside me smiling and i smiled back and surprisingly he said "sarang hae yo" to me and went back to his parents. Firhan called me "easily pushable" dunno why he keep pushing me >=(, im heavy yet he still managed to push me.Armand slept through the ride home, really poor thing, he nids rest but i nid more. =DD

And i guess i have a really weird character despite i how innocent looking i am as a girl as what Armand and Firhan said. It means im hard to find, hahas =P

1st day of IP camp !~

2009-06-09T20:08:00.006+08:00

All the IP campus in the auditorium at the discovery centre near Boon Lay

Kay now darn tired of all the events happening, feeling worried but im trying to freshen up myself by taking DEEP breaths. Reach home at 7+ pm taking the train back from boon lay all the way to pasirRis, an hour and 25 minutes more or less about there. This morning i was late to meet my fwens to take cab and go to the ITE college for the 3 day camp thingy. I dont have any money left with me now and im deciding to ask my pa for money, my school really money-minded and i reallllllllyyyyy hate to pay things that are soooooooo expensive. Anyways met ALOT of new friends from other school from the WEST to the EAST to the SOUTH and back to the NORTH. Friendly people but the thing im worrying about is the drawing thats Tommorow! I met most new friends with the letter 'A's and 'B's, i just cant believe one of girls say that Armand and I make a good match, no way! He's like my brother =DD, what affection !? LOL.

Now really tired i going to sleep in latest by 11pm tonight and i dont wana miss out on anything, i hope that i can make it through and i believe that the impossible will be possible. From a science group to IT and even to bussiness courses, i think i can do it but you know Bussiness IS NOT MY FORTE! so dont expect much for me.

Actually i wanted to be my old wild self but i choose not to cos i know my friends will show the WTF faces at me. However till, i will put in my best efforts to create a magnificent master piece! Homework still not touch yet ='/

I smeell.... fried noddles

2009-06-08T20:53:00.004+08:00

Dont like taking picture Andrea and mii maid (auntie)

Holy Mary mother of god~

Shop at Bugis until really want to drop dead

1 of the 2 pants i bought

Nice dress i randomly choose =P

Woke up at 9:30am and went to bathe and my maid took a long time to come back home from gramps', had a appointment with my aunt along with my sister and maid. Let me tell you the moment we are late like 1 hour , she WILL beat me on the back and blame me but it's not my fault! >( Its my maid fault actually, cos she came home late somemore giggling away. My aunt took us to a restaurant opposite next to Novena church and at first i didnt think i would be full but after eating the whole meal i very packed full to the stomach, it was really delicious but i dont have pictures to show u guys =P.

After eating we went to Novena church to pray and praise =DD Alleluia!!~ I remembered my aunt told me her cousin was suffering, for no reason she suddenly got a tumor on her head and lost her memories and now in the most serious state, dying soon and she's only 40 and was suppose to meet my aunt. I really hope there's a miracle for her,I almost cried ='(.

After that my aunt passed my maid a heavy plastic bag with alot of stuff and we set off to BUGIS!!~ to shop till i drop drop drop =((((
Although i dont quite like shopping, i enjoy seeing nice clothes but it kills me when there is TOOO many shops to go and my money decrease. It's tiring and my back hurts like a ah ma's spine. I nid a massage!! Anyways bought few stuffs and the BOOTS caught my attention, there's just so many things to buy but little money =(. I'll come back next time but i have to save up ALOT, no wonder majority of my friends gave me piggy bank on my bday.

I just make yakisoba teh whole thing by myself but it doesnt turn out well, actually its not like the taste i expected but i'll try to improve on it next time =DD

Now really going to be stressed cos WORKSHOPS are killing me but i nid experience and tmr i'm going for a 3-day workshop "IP camp".
C`iao

2009-06-05T19:18:00.003+08:00

3 words: Tired AND boring.
Today went to school for remedial end up only me, Yan Qi and Zhi Zhong came only, BAH =.=ll. Anyways learnt from my mistakes and Yan Qi kept complaining when will the remedial end, he's already 15! Grow up man =D

Went home do abit of indicies and watch some TV and then felt really very tired and hot so slept about 4 hours from 3 to 7pm and that i forgot i didnt wore any clothes on, but oh well, the whether was darn humid. Thankfully my mei woke me up at 7pm or else i would slept throughout the WHOLE day and i would gain alot of weight. T____T

2009-06-03T20:47:00.003+08:00

That's it man!>=(. Not going to join any competetion nearing the holidays anymore. PURELY Waste of my time. No longer showing mercy. Yes, school life sux.
Tired & angry. They just put more salt into my wound. Principal & VP sux alot, dont want my sister to go to my school next time.
I want to break free and study better with PEACE.

2009-06-02T21:50:00.004+08:00

Today very busy day, whole day in a buisness workshop. Cough came back again ,haiz..
Fall down and sprain my ankle because of carelessness, but does not mean im stupid, dont mix these 2 up, Stupid! Very pissed off! Haiz, ppl misunderstood i cant blame them as their also "human". Very little free weeks, i know im not the only one but i dont really like my life now and my surroundings but i have to live with it. Im thankful that im not the very giving up type of person and will fight back all my regrets so thats about.
Remember this, I cannot stand ppl giving up either and not only that!, showing how useless they can be when they're GIFTED >=( darn pissed!

My Bday 1st june!~ --->(Alert! Many images/videos) Overall

2009-06-02T17:32:00.009+08:00

K let the picture and videos do the talking!~
My bday: 1st june 2009~

Playing poker cards while waiting for cake~

LOL what are they doing? =D

Yun Ting and Amelia =DD

Amelia yao shui jiao ,shhhh..

The arival of Ryan!

FOOD Time =D

Eat, eat Ryan!

o_o

O.Oll

Zi Qin playing psp and cher hui emo-ing? =P

3 Pretty girls watching taylor swift songs.

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Wonder why so many ppl crowd there.. orh..

IT'S... CHAMPAIGN Time =D!

Mummy~

YUMMMMMMMMMM SENG!

Melissa

Finally De Cake! thx Melissa and Zi Qin for helping~

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=S, slight nervous, slight excited

=)

-Blow- & wish~* @@ takes me 3 blows

Taking out candles

CHOP! =D but i chop from the front =DD

My piece, unfortunatly, i didnt ate all

Thanks for viewing!!~ Nao tag pls =D

Bday!~ today -->Opening Present time =D

2009-06-01T21:22:00.006+08:00

This is the best wrapping present i have seen, #1 for presentation =D

Finally my mei looked, keke =D

Thanks guys for the present Today!!~ =D HAD LOTS OF FUN!~

Pictures coming up soon !
Enjoy ALOT!~ Thanks for coming, Chee yong,Thomas, Cher Hui, Amelia, Melissa, Eunice, Nicole, Zi Qin , Zhao Rui and Kelly and friends =D!
And oso those who wish my happy bday and those who cant make it to my party
A BIG THANK YOU, i feel very touched =D
Had lots of F-U-N but its so short i wish it was longer, we CELEBRATE from afternoon to night and had a great time opening the presents although some of them are difficult to open but a very special thankyou to you guys!

Thank you weilin for the special note you gave me, KAYS i'll do my best!

-PARTY POPPERS-

2009-06-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

OFFICIALLY 15 !~~ woooooot =D -jumps around 15 times-
<3 LOVE MY BDAY's DATE ♥
K nap time =D
See ya'

COUNTDOWN: 1 day left =DDDDDDDD

2009-05-31T22:53:00.010+08:00

Today bought the dessert for my bday and well.. not everything prepared but going to collect my cake TOMORROW at compass!!!! ~~ After buying the stuffs from NTUC i still had to take my medicine coz not completely heal yet and my head is spinning. SPent the day on watching Bleach, Facebooking and msn. Happy bday to me and oso to YAN QI, couldnt figure out what u like so didnt buy u any present but i am coming for s.s remedial so here's my presence =D! Watched a funny video that was introduce by WEILIN about the dance moves of the song "nobody" by a thailand guy, suppa Funny, i laugh until out of breath!!!Hahas!!~=D

Tmr is my bday, im EXCITED but i know that S.S will spoil abit of the fun but oh well..
Kbaiz

Church >> Makan >> Home

2009-05-30T21:26:00.006+08:00

The two ladies besides us O_o, accidentally took.

Andrea mei and nya nya <3

Got the best spot? Beside a large mirror =D

Asari Ramen

Mom's and mei's bento set (so big)

Shiok =D (noddle+soup = blend well together aka Heavenly)

Side Dishes, Maki+sushi =D

My mom gave me her baby tako

The chef generous, gave alot of clams and dont have the fishy taste =D

Oh I look good at the night =D, LOL.

Today after going to Giant and rest awhile then around 5:10pm we took a cab and went to nativity church in a hurry as we knew we were going to be late. Fortunately my we were in time but my mom choose a spot that the wall is blocking me and i couldnt see anything >=(. Very agitated and angry but i tried to cool down and ok after that coz after mass i met nya nya <3!! Happy happy happy to the max =D

After that went to take bus 119 go compass all the way. I ordered my bday cake and off we went to food hunt. My grandma decided to give me a treat and we went to eat Ajisen ramen. Grandma & I ordered a Asari ramen set and my mom and mei ordered Crab bento, overall it was great but abit pricey becoz of the GST charge, 2nd time eating there =D. Thanks nya nya ILY! <3

After that say goodbyes to my grandma and went back home by taking bus 89. Bus packed of shuai ge =D LOL jk, ok now back home blogging away and thinking about the future, thats all bye amd dun forget to tag!

Results. COUNTDOWN to bday : 2 days!!

2009-05-30T14:00:00.005+08:00

Late post =(
Yesterday went to sch and i enjoyed F&N, the teacher make it so interesting , alright! I'm aiming for an A1! JYJY~ ,I feel very disapointed but can do better in eoy. Still slightly sick but i tink i can make it on my bday. About 8- 12 ppl may be coming. On monday S.S remedial T.T! Haiz.. Many many many things to do during the holidays. Today maybe going Giant with my maid go buy ingredients and food and stuffs for my bday. ALot of planning still not done, very anxious and excited? =D

Guess who got top for the class?! Weilin!~ waaa unexpected but i have to admit, she's a really clever and hardworking person. And me? well.. i got 3rd and i think that's rather okay.. My mom today talk non-stop, i dont feel like even talking to her.

Cant wait for my bday but i know that S.S remedial is going to spoil my mood, dont like the teacher and im trying to like her.

During the sick period

2009-05-28T19:32:00.003+08:00

Grrr abit irritated by my friends dunno whether they coming for my bday or NOT T.T
Also i scared i missed out alot today.
and worst i shouldnt have in the first place go to IT competition cos its link up with so many other competitions. What next?
Nobody except Eunice sms me say she can go for awhile. Sometimes i asked myself are they really my good friends, i really put my trust and faith in them.

Anyways went to the bookshop as weilin ask me to buy a hard board but i dunno which hardboard so i bought an A3 board but it looks bigger than the drawing board size and ask the uncle whether its correct or not, he say its correct meanwhile when i ask my maid to help me choose which colour, the 2 boys in the bookshop overheard our conversation and i heard them say "she an auntie? She loooks so young leh" obviously they were checking my maid out and yes i know! My maid looks YOUNG but she's 30+ kekeke =D.

Maybe i should have the party in a small group of ppl but oh well i still need to plan on what to buy or cook, hopefully my maid would help me.

COUNTDOWN: 4 days till Bday

2009-05-28T12:43:00.005+08:00

First time i sick and never come school for this year.
Today sick, very sick T.T, i scared on bday still sick haiz , I'll make it somehow =D~! I wonder what i missed out in class. 11 am still tired. The clinic close so have to go at 3PM. Very touched that my frenz concerned about me and called me, thanks guys! *~*

Oh yea, 1st june come at my house at 2pm dont forget! PM or sms me if you can or cant make it, im finding hard to find HALAL food though but i'll start finding tmr.
- give me some suggestions where to go later after eating and celebrating =D
1. Park?
2. Movies?
3. Anywhere else?

Tell me who can make it via my home number or hp, thanks =D!
P.S May not be able to be all HALAL =(, but i think i'll order pizza hut or something =D

Looking forward.

Extremely sickk. =(

2009-05-27T22:08:00.005+08:00

Actually many peeps turned up except many of the girls >.>

Took just for the fun of it =D

I AM SICK, VERYYYYY.

Speech day was boring yet funny .
Cant go to school tmr, very very sick. I feel happy and yet VERY sad. However today after sch went to compass and ate with Tricia and gang + Jin Yi =D then stuff myself with food until now sick to the limit. Had a great time in Tricia's! Even ate her mom tom yam soup+ noddle it was great and spicy although i am sick i till eat XD, its really delicious! Compete with Tricia's brother in wii , he so PRO siaaaa next time i better beat him. Oh yea, im 61 yrs old currently in wii T.T, ah ma. Went home with Jin yi and take 88. I just notice that she previously live in Pasir Ris but now move to seng kang and somemore same student care centre branch! wooohoo =D

Just ate porridge and took my cough and flu syrup, i hate them it taste awful T.T
When i was young my whole family had to force me to eat medicine by warping me with the blanket. TERRIBLE. now's different

Today i really stretched myself to the LIMIT. Anyways, my voice sound like a boy's voice cracking. ROFL =P. Rusty rusty voice. VERY DIZZY AND GIDDY NOW @.@ but im still blogging =D. Good nights all.

2009-05-26T17:43:00.004+08:00

Today felt very depressed for no particular reason. I eat too many chocolates until sick of it liao. Didnt go cca, moody and tired. My sore throat turned to flem >=(. However my voice rough but can still sing but in a weird way. =D. My HDB is currently being paint to the colour thats no nice! pink and purple!? ewww like Barney dinosaur. The ppl living in my blk no taste, red and white is much better than that universal gay colour =(. Till then i will play with photoshop for fun.

Unlucky day!

2009-05-25T20:29:00.004+08:00

Today have 3 projects and more to do like one is this WED and the other is on the 29th and still got june holidays projects T.T die liao.
Just now half way do my s.s brochure project then HANG then have to start all over from scratch >=( wakao! Haiz should have save the file, shitty shit shit =(
worse still that someone gave me that attitude, darn pissed off.

Very moody now and feel like dying.

Terrible day.

2009-05-24T23:06:00.003+08:00

SUPPER DUPPER pissed-off by my mom, what a saddist, i think she dont even care if i lose my voice. She can nag all she wants but she, herself didnt even bathe or do anything good and worst, setting a bad example as a parent. I have already endure all her negative stuffs and naggings or else i will have escape from home and never live with her again. Such ignorance, such bitchy-ness, i REALLY cant stand! My brain wan to brust . Sometimes i just hate my parents until cannot like them anymore.

Sore throat cause = mainly because of her.
"I cant stand her, I despise her to the core"
She cant do anything to please me, not for even 1 day.
All she can do is to cause more trouble by rubbing salt into my wounds

Sore throat's getting better, but whole body still aches =(

2009-05-24T11:17:00.003+08:00

yeah, yeah. Rise and shine =/

Boring. Today an Ang mo just called me from another country, dunno who but i saw my voice mailbox that she said she's from a high school in Britain if im not wrong and willing to help me according to the email!? I didnt sent her any email O___Oll. Ok skipping that aside, i couldnt watch movies with my friend cos my mom wouldnt let me today, why!? cos she say that the show not good -diaoz-.

"pissed off"

Bad days

2009-05-23T14:37:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 1 pm++ T.T sooooo tired. Bathed, ate porridge which is not really my fav coz i got a sorethroat actually it happened 2 days ago which is still hurting when i swallow stuff. Couldnt talk as much as i use to talk, im going to be xtra xtra quiet till my throat heals alittle. Had a very terrible and weird dream. Anyways going to rain soon the cloud is grey.
A little bit more, i can put my frinch to the side, great. Going to church at Nativity at 5pm.

June holidays = no break for me

-Got lots of courses and competitions which my friends sign me up !! ='(
-there maybe tuition for me especially for maths
-My grandfather gonna bring me buy assesment books, ... AGAIN.
-Friends going out
- CCA

This is so terrible, terrible, terrible. What could be worst?

B'day coming...~

2009-05-22T20:23:00.003+08:00

Countdown to Mii Bday!~ :10 days =D

B'day coming! Do give me presents if you can =) or just wish me happy bday. Looking forward to that day~

Vistartian Road-Run, etc, etc, etc ~

2009-05-22T18:41:00.005+08:00

People on the LRT platform, uber squeezy! I think the whole Lrt will collapse soon.
Closely-packed feets =P
"A pack of sardines" 1 of my fav quote

The largest strawberry i have ever seen for now.

Waiting..... waiting... for my maid, SO LONG. We have nth better to do =/

Today is the vistarian road-run! Many ppl didnt not turned up. When the Te puke students came in i was amazed O_O, some look older than us like alot and so tall. Caitlin wants to mingle with them, but well couldnt find a chance to. Running in sengkang park is definately more fun than what it was in school. Very happy that i got 33th postion in the sec 3 girls though it was tiring and i felt like throwing up i still move on because of the "jiayous" and the "almost there" sign. When i saw the "almost there" sign i was like chiong chiong but it was not even almost it was still quite far. Kays nvm about that, went home and took the nearest LRT which was CLOSED and had to walk to the further one and it was a pack full of sardines on the LRT. I had to wait for the 2nd train and mannage to squeeze in along with chee yong, Armand, Cindy, Thomas and Nicole, "formation star plan". LOL. The ride in the LRT was sooo terrible and seriously the worst ride i ever had. I had to cling on to Cindy, Armand and Chee Yong for support, lose grip a few times and the ppl behind me oso lost their grip like a domino. Really pity the ones at the corner as their being sandwiched by all of us.

My maid still at my grandpa shop so i spent like 3-4 hrs waiting for her and bought strawberries in NTUC, were huge. Then i took a nap below my blk until the siglap students were released and i heard a guy saying "girl, girl!, girl!" when i was half asleep, soo annoying! Great, no peace at all went back outside my house near the staircase until my sis came back few mins later and waited with me. Ate a strawberry and finally my maid came home.

Bathed felt TERRIBLY sleepy and had a headache and went to sleep instantly at about 3pm. Thankfully, my maid woke me up at 4pm or i couldnt sleep at night but i took time to wake up so about 5pm XD.

Stayed at home all day and felt a little bored but now blogging away and watching youtube.
"complicated lovesick".

2009-05-21T22:15:00.006+08:00

My sis really move very quick.

LOL again, she wont let me take her face =(

My maid and Mii. She look sooo white like ghost =/( that is why i dont like MAKE-UPS)

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Today went to church after school. Really long but i feel refreshed. No longer caring too much about my life, freedom =D Feel like going to Tricia's houseee play wii again~~ tmr got road run and very tired. Dont think i can run so much =(. But its only once in a year. Flashback always enters my mind, makes me tears every time i look back, darn it! I miss all my frenz ranging from pri to sec even though they are still in the same school but it just seem sooooooooooo far, like im from earth their living in the moon or something. Miss ppl like Carol and Li Tong as they used to come to my house to walk to sch together and entertain me with jokes! I lost the alarms to wake myself up. Regretting each steps I take but if i cant change back time, i will just have to change my thinking ways. Like Armand said,"if you hate it, learn to love it."

This pic taken 1 min before posting.

Dont judge the book by its cover, dude.

2009-05-21T16:01:00.002+08:00

Today went to schoool, went to changi beach for CIP beach cleaning. Very boring and tiring but i cant stand to see the litters on the beach and floor. Went back to school after that. Somehow i felt abit sad =(, how awkward.. Putting that aside went for recess and told my friends my problems, thanks guys =D but i still cant avoid it. I have to admit i was jealous of my friends' 'A's and 'B's in their results. Played handphone games in Caitlin's phone, i didnt realised how engross i was, anyways im really bored, i nid entertainment pl0x!
I didnt attend biology lesson coz Mrs Tay called me for smth according to wat Cindy said but actually is us. She just put in the competition without me knowing, just smack on the dot without asking me want or not =(. Forget it. i went home around 3+, thanks alot Cindy. I want my biology paper =(. Really moody today going to church later, its a must. Thanks Quraisha, for the candy, it was really sweet of you. I really need some "comfort" food to relieve my stress and worries.

"Seeing you walk away just like that really pains me straight through the heart. Though i didnt leave any expression of pain on my face, it hurts, deeply. Blame it on me."

NAO pls =D

2009-05-20T18:53:00.003+08:00

BROWNIE~

school boring! no lessons =(. Seeing Mr liew just makes me darn tired. After school bumped into Amelia and Cindy and went for compass to eat lunch at the library, i love the spagetti, the first time i went there was with yiling,Siyi and Tricia. Amelia bought the same with me and Cindy had her chicken leggy. After eating that i went to buy the brownie Siyi bought that time and it was niceeeeeee. Went popular later to buy some nice papers for S.S project if my group nid any. =D After that Cindy went to phone shop to buy her dad a new phone as his bday is coming. She told me that he's too innocent but rough! LOL. Her dad's bday is on the 23th and soon it will be my bday! Amelia went to buy her "you tiao" and she went home first while cindy and I went to choose cake for her dad. Ordered the cake and i went back home.

Just done my S.S project, i thought it would be hard but nah. Gave a link for Caitlin if she nids any help on food and culture.
Gotta love weilin! She's really matured and cool, =D.
I want my life to be more interesting! its plain boring, boring , boring.

"You think you know me but you actually DONT. Actually not at all."

N-E-G-A-T-I-V-E

2009-05-19T17:41:00.010+08:00

After school went for cca, listen to boring meeting but i had to copy things to write report but i'll write it later, im totally being stabbed indirectly or rather, my heart is being squashed.

Results back totally sux! For the exams i fail 3 sub and 5 passes.
Guess what? My best subject became my worst subject, i mean 2nd worst!
The worst was E.Maths but well in the class im not the worst but still i hate seeing my marks. Its too horrible to even look! I hate having low border-line/failing marks T.T. Seriously depressed, REALLY depressed, no more talking too much to people, no more laughing as much as i used to. No use crying either, no one even bother to do anything about it, it's useless. My heart is still aching, im gonna stuff my mouth with food later. I dont wana fail maths or rather i never failed maths in my secondary life until now. I'm gonna scream till my voice hurts. I'm gonna be a psycho person for now.

I love the song "beautiful disaster" by kelly clarkson ♥

c`iao

Trcia house!~ wii~

2009-05-18T19:16:00.003+08:00

Today after school waited for Tricia, Siyi and Samantha and we went kovan together to eat some japanese/korean food which cost quite expensive T.T about $8 then accompany Tricia go buy her presents while siyi and sammy went food hunting again(their appetite is. HUGE o_o). Then we saw a shop that sells nice clothes and jackets, i think it was imported from japan or korea but luckily i used my money for the week to buy 1 that cost about $35 but the kind lady discounted me so i paid $30. happy with my jacket but not happy that i just lost my whole week recess money.

Went back Tricia's house start play wii!~ the band thingy game where 1 sing, 1 play drums and 1 play guitar. Unfortunately i guitar and drums are not my forte so i had to siiiiiinnnnngg =(, i kept laughing and laughing. Anyways i had a goood time there! Tricia pro ah, guitar, drum and singing oso good. Siyi is a fast learner with the guitar but Sammy is awesome lol! She play a few time master liao. Tricia's brother friends oso joined in later, they were funny =D. After that take 88 back home

The good thing is, when im in the bus a girl within my age group with her friend said to me "you very chio, shuai ge will chase after you" in chinese, i kept quiet and well.. blushing alittle. BAD thing is that in the last stop of sengkang, a jikopei came and sit next to me and tried to take a photo of me >=(, i quickly turned my head away but not sure he got take, he tried to torment me by whistling, what a jerk! at my stop, i quickily ran out of the bus.

Anyways, i feel like going to Tricia's house again =D. But not seeing that idiotic jerkface man on the bus EVER, JIKOPEI.

2009-05-17T18:24:00.003+08:00

Today didnt go anywhere but at home. Over-cooked spagetti and not much sauce so it taste blend =(. After that went to play fiesta from afternoon but always got problem when i want to go play fiesta, 1. blue screen T_T or 2.error loading or 3. auto shutdown the program after 1 min or 4. comp hangs and i have to press the on/off button which will make my comp worse. Fiesta is a awesome game it loads slow for me >=(.

noob-cake me lvl 8 started playing few days ago, started lvling today.
Ign: Jiyu
Thanks Caitlin for introducing this game!~ i was really bored =P
Couldnt done some quest without Caitlin's help =D ty!~

2009-05-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

Its redder than that but my phone camera sux T.T
2 words, "sore Eyes"

Went to church at nativity, missed my grandma after that went to grandparents' house for dinner, had ice cream and all the sudden alot of dust went to my eyes, tada! sore eyes..

thats all for today.

2009-05-16T01:17:00.001+08:00

Phew now done with my new blogskin and new songs =D
Took me 4 hours T.T
Anyways gonna bathe and sleep now.
Byee!~
Igot big big bags cos no rest T.T

Movies!~

2009-05-15T17:47:00.005+08:00

=D

O-K

MMnmmm~ hot dogs

munch munch =)

Today hurried and rush to meet Eunice to see movie and thank god we were not late. Saw the movie, "17 again" mainly starring Zac Efron, he's handsome and has nice pair of angelic eyes *~* but im not a fan of his. So, we went to see the 2pm show and sit at the middle-fornt row and i had to push my head up but luckily it wasnt that bad as the fornt row. Enjoyed the show, was laughing through out, actually very loudly.
After that went to walk around in tampines and Eunice wanted some coaty in this fashion but didnt have it there so we went back to pasirRis, and bought hot dogs. Unfortunately it was raining and kite-flying have to be post pone, drats! I was so tired my eyes have big eye bags, i gonna rest my eyes for awhile after blogging.
Pictures of me and eunice, i was tired but i took some pictures along wif my good friend Eunice!~

thats all for the day, Bye!~

Happy and excited =D!

2009-05-15T11:02:00.005+08:00

During my grandparents' stay we went to nativity church! But though i prefer St.Anne cos its more youthful and cheery but Nativity is also very nice and natural!~
When i was younger, my grandparents used to live in Clementi so we went to alot of churches in the west but now that they move to sengkang, i had to go st.Anne or Nativity. Alot of memories cherrished at the old house.

My younger sister that looks like the skinner version of me with her longgggg hair
She hates people taking photo of her, around 3 week before this was taken, she got pissed off by me.

Yesterday night, someone called me, i said "Hello" and then later she shouted "Mong!" I knew who it was, Euniceeeeee~~ At that time my tears almost fall out,i miss her sooooo much as a friend of hers since pri 1 to now, although we go from different schools we still live 1 blk opposite each other but i rarely see her--yea so close yet so far.
Anyways i got up today early around 9 and got so happy that i jump up and down on the bed, LOL. She change quite alot! She become sooo slim =D.
After that then go to sengkang go fly kite with Melissa, Amelia and friends in the evening, Shuang!~

Look forward to meeting her later!~
I found my close friend back~ =D.
At that time she told me she was fat but now see, she so slim and i look so big =/

2009-05-14T13:59:00.003+08:00

Study study like crazy- mid year.

Hihi!~ i havent been posting lately as i have mid-year and yes i studied EXTRA hard at my grandparents' for THREEE WEEEKS!!~ I just came back today and rush to my room and kisss the floor LOL. T.T i miss my room alot.!
At the same time i miss my grandma. I type her a msg with all my emotions into it!! I almost cried, gosh.. anyways while in my stay i've been studying non-stop but during exams my mind went blank, not sure if i will do well but im relieve exams are officially OVER!~
I want to thank my grandma the most, although i have been a forgetful person she still loves me for who i am and shows alot of tender loving care. Im so fortunate to have a great grandma.
I have been kinda depressed lately but im ok now. My good friends chee yong and Armand and also kelly and maybe Cindy is there to help me when i got troubles =D.
I have read a book within 2 days!~ Its really addictive and i cant stop reading it, it makes me vision out the things happening in the story. Its called UGLY, the authour was a poor child, she got abuse by her mom and step dad but she still lives on and proved her mother that she can live without her, you go girl!~

UGLY book that made me cry =(.

See something? i accidentally pluck out my white hair, stresssed =(
Good thing is no more white hair , bad thing is i think gonna grow 3 strings of white hair.